Can’t keep fighting this.
Talking to Alese the other day (thanks for listening btw) about how some days I care what people think of me and other days I don’t.
But I can’t help but wonder why people think what they do.
Why people just can’t let go of things that happened in the past.
I know some people stay the same, some people change for the worse…
But if you compared me from this year to last…You would see a total stranger.
I know it’s naturally human for people to try to understand peoples opinions, but you could live your whole life and when you’re 99 years old, you still won’t know.
You will never know why people talk to you in places where there are other people, but not one on one. I want people to talk to me, so I can help them. I love them so much and want them to understand that.
I am getting so weary of giving all I have to people who throw it back.
I do know that God gave me some kind of gift of caring, but its for those who WANT to accept help. Sometimes I want to save the world.
I won’t cry.
As of now, the thing thats bothering me..I have to let it go. If it’s whats supposed to be, it will be.
I love you MW MS MJ KD BG= everything that helped form what is now me..
2 Corinthians 12:9-10
“But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. 10That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.”
Psalm 73:26
My flesh and my heart may fail,
but God is the strength of my heart
and my portion forever.
You have to keep going, you have to keep loving no matter what and stay strong. There are others fighting and giving everyday just like you who are getting the same reactions. EPH 6:11-12, “Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.” (((hugs))) Have a safe week.
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