-Kim GaitherRest In PeaceNovember 19th, 2005 I re…
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Kim Gaither
Rest In Peace
November 19th, 2005
I really dont feel like writing but I thought I would since it’s been a long time.
A lot has happened. and I’m not feeling too well.
Andrea’s 2nd year was hard..the day before. As it was last year. I always cry the day before and not on the actual day. I told Sandee a few days ago it was because I “know the day is coming” and I don’t want it to.
2 Days ago I found out my friend from elementary school, briana’s mom passed away. I got the chance to know her and meet her. She was pretty involved with the Volleyball team my freshman year. Brianna had a bible study one time and brought up her mom had breast cancer, but she was doing okay. Sometimes I need to pay attention to what’s in front of me. Things will happen and I realize later “Thats weird, I was just thinking about her” Brianna and her mom came up in my mind sometime recently. Which is odd because I havent seen Brianna in so long. I’m so sad for her..and I’m just sad. When I found out I thought “God, please dont let it be brianna’s mom, please” I called a friend and she told me it was. I lost it. She was such a sweet lady and was so involved in church. I am lucky to have met her. Its crazy though…she passed away on November 19th….Dori,who I never really knew but could tell she was amazing, died on the 20th, as well as andreas anniversary…on the 20th.
Please pray for Brianna’s family. And Andrea and Dori’s family.
And if you can, please pray for me too.
Life..or death just doesnt seem to be stopping.
Love, Mollie
Things havent really been going great lately. It’s…
Things havent really been going great lately. It’s driving me crazy. I just want to be happy.
I didnt mention that my grandpa is really sick. He and my grandma live in ohio and me, my dad and sisters would always go up to visit and its been about 3 or 4 years since we last saw them. Then something happened and we have been distant since. And now I regret it so much. Knowing he could die and I dont want him to think I dont love him anymore.
He has heart problems and something else..I cant really remember at the moment but I cant get him off my mind at all lately. I even had a dream he died..it didnt look like him but it was. Hopefully thats a good sign of health.
I just want to say, dont hold grudges…forgive, and love always. Because you never know when their last day will be. Always tell them you love them. And Im not saying to do it when they are on the death bed. Do it all the time. I regret it and I can hardly get ahold of him now.
Stuff is going on with some friends too. Never argue over texting. its 100000 times worse. Things are said that aren’t meant. Esp things i know that couldnt be said over the phone. It’s crazy.
Im also having some emotional problems too. I think I need to start writing again. sigh.
By the way on the side I made an Odeo Channel. Its like an audio blog and ill update it as often as possible. Comment on it if you want 
But if you could keep my grandpa in your prayers that would be great, thank you.
love, mollie
dont wanna be alone…dont wanna be alone
god…17 days..until the anniversary of the worst day of my life 2 years ago.
i tear up just thinking about it.
come back beautiful…come back.
Sometimes I wonder how I am still alive. I think it was because of another angel in my life.
Hearts break, hearts mend
Love still hurts
Visions clash, planes crash
Still there’s talk of
Saving souls, still the cold
Is closing in on us
I dont know what to do with myself this month. all I can do is think of her. Her voice. Her laugh. Our conversations. Everything we had.
