I was wondering if anyone was interested in settin…
I was wondering if anyone was interested in setting me up a photoblog? I use flickr but I cant really customize it or anything…. Leave a comment if you want to. I’ll even maybe send some money. When I get some anyway lol.
the past
I am eating eggs right now, its making me sick..lol
Ever love someone so much but they just get on your nerves?????? AHHH it’s happening right now and when things like that happen, I don’t stop talking to them forever i just kind of….keep away. My pet peeve is when people talk about their guy life. I personally think there are more important things then that. WAY more. I mean think about it.
I am so glad its the weekend. Even though that gives me way too much time to think. Especially the way things used to be… on here especially. I miss the late night talks with Sandee, Emails from Andrea, Johns amazing radio show, the warm online feelings at christmas times *heck yeah you can get those*. They say not to be stuck in the past but its really hard sometimes.
I dream of things unreal.
Yet, no matter how unreal it is, I always hope anyway.
Anyway, Yesterday was fun. I went to the football game with megan and my friend melissa came sometime after. It was good huggable times. I miss those girls at school. Esp melissa’s laugh….ahh. hehe.
This is a song by Hilary Duff that I love. I dont like HER but I like some of her music.
Cry
Cry love
Cry war
Cry innocence
That is lost forever more
Cry joy
Cry thief
Cry beautiful
That is just beyond belief
So I…
Cry at the end
Cry cause it all begins again
Here you are
And so am I
And we cry
Cry alone
Cry to me
Cry freedom
Then let yourself be free
To shed the tears
That have to flow
To hold somebody close to you
And then to let them go
Cry at the end
Cry cause it all begins again
Here you are
And so am I
And we cry
Cry peace
Cry hate
Cry faithlessness
Then just have a little faith
Cry at the end
Cry cause it all begins again
Here you are
And so am I
And we try to be true
Try cause we’re only passing through
Cry at the end
Cry cause it all begins again
Here you are
And so am I
And we try to be true
Try cause we’re only passing through
ok wow in my last post I stated I had a DEAD frien…
ok wow in my last post I stated I had a DEAD friend..well I meant
DEAF…I have done that everytime….lol thanks Tuffy!!!!
–mollieduvall
So monday was pretty crazy with the whole blood dr…
So monday was pretty crazy with the whole blood drive thing BUT im still doing it. When my mom has a day off she will take me. I think it was because i had like a gallon of caffene before I went..how smart. not.
I dont think I wrote that I got a job. I work in my dad’s office BUT he isnt there with me. I help his assistant do charts and file and they are also moving into their new office so i help move things. I get paid 8 dollars an hour. Im so happy because I wanna go somewhere soon. If my mom lets me..only 2 people know where that is. It’s some place I have been wanting to go to since I was 13. I will. Im not saying IF because I am. 
School is going okay.I love sign language. I met a friend this year named Mysti and she is dead and I am getting better and better. She is amazing and I love her so much.
Me and Mysti
Other Pictures from this week
Me and my best friend Kimberly!!!
Playing around
I love you
Sandee, I miss you.
Love, Mollie
way for all the excitement of waiting for three ye…
way for all the excitement of waiting for three years to go down the
drain…
I went to the gym to donate blood. they took my pulse three times…its
suppsed to be in the 70s…
instead mine was 110.. I called my mom and
bawled my eyes out. I am so upset about this. although I may be able to
pinpoint why..it could be a lot of things I guess
–mollieduvall
sigh
Dear person who feels the need to block me on everything possible including flickr. funny how it TELLS you when someone blocks you,
When was the last time I talked to you? 2, 3 years ago? And then I see you on my buddylist friday and say hey because I thought you were a sweet person…and you block me. Do you even know how much that hurt me? The fact you hardly even know me and start saying and posting things about me?
I know I probably havent acted right the past few years…I don’t really know. I know a bunch of crap has happened, but what I do know is your judging me for the wrong reasons. Age isnt anything but a number. I know there are horrible teenagers out there who don’t give a shit about anything, but here I am writing this..because i care about this. Again, I don’t know why. I really wanna know why you hate me so much and what I can do to fix that.
But please…stop writing about me.
And everyone else, don’t believe everything you hear.
-Mollie
EDIT!: On a better note…. The school is doing a blood drive tomorrow! and I FINALLY get to do it! I have seriously been waiting since freshman year for this and I SO just turned 17 2 weeks ago. Perfect timing!!! Just thought I would share.
So I really don’t know what to say. Actually I do,…
So I really don’t know what to say. Actually I do, but rather not say anything. I guess things tend to get to me. Even though It seems like everyone is saying something at one time or another and I can never get them to shutup. Esp when they know NOTHING about me.
So for now, some poems might just work for this post. I didnt write these.
He says
She says
That they said
It was my fault
How can this be
It couldn’t
That’s not like me
I am the quiet one
The scared one
Why do you think
I would do that
to you
I am telling you now
What you’ve heard
Isn’t true
The Snake That Poisons Everybody
It topples governments, wrecks marriages, ruins careers, busts reputations, causes heartaches, nightmares, indigestion, spawns suspicion, generates grief, dispatches innocent people to cry in their pillows. Even it’s name hisses.
It’s called gossip. Office gossip. Shop gossip. Party gossip. It makes headlines and headaches. Before you repeat a story, ask yourself:
Is it true?
Is it fair?
Is it necessary?
If not, shut up!
life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances, you just have to live life to the fullest. laugh as much as you can, spend all your money, tell someone what they mean to you, tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someones hand, comfort a friend, pig out, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, smile till your face hurts, dont be afraid to take chances or fall in love…& most of all live in the moment cause when you look back someday knowing you have no regrets it’s gonna be what makes you smile.
Its not my fault that I am who I am, how old I am and that you’re the reason you dont like me.
I know for a fact people have wondered why I dont talk to people usually my own age…. Most teenagers are too stoned. Or drunk every 10 minutes. What am I supposed to do with that? That’s not my lifestyle and Id prefer to have friends that will listen. Not stoners or Drunks who cant even stand. I’m not saying all of them are like that, but I do want to make it clear that im NOT like that. Now, I havent said i havent TRIED it. I’ve tried some things that i did not like and will never do again. Many people are different, and so am I.
Maybe if you took the time to know me a little better.
The outside doesnt always reveal your true heart
ugh I’ve been found via my old xanga. fantastic.
21 Oct, Fri, 09:58:41 http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&q=mollie+duvall+xanga&btnG=Google+Search
Playing around finding old and then the most recen…
Playing around finding old and then the most recent pic. click here wee
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So uh blogger has changed a lot since I last used it. I really need to get Andrea’s Site back up and going. Don’t know why I havent lately.
I write more freely when school people dont read it. It’s kind of weird but I can actually think of things to write other then “yeah i had school. it was boring. k bye” I move so much, its unbelievable and yes I do know that so dont leave a comment about it. lol I still have my xanga but thats more for school issues.
Speaking of issues. I had signed onto my other AIM name and someone I hadnt talked to was online. Its been a couple of years since I have talked to her. She’s pretty well known and she used to be nice to me until an incident happened when I was 13 on here. Yeah well guess what? im 17 now so get over it. Please. I don’t even think about it anymore so I dont know why you should. Blocking me doesn’t solve it either.
Anyway… Im drinking starbucks right now and its pretty tasty. I even made my username ilovestarbuckscoffee lol. haha
THIS IS MY FIRST POST AND IM ALREADY GETTING SPAM?
ugh I cant do layouts worth CRAP anymore….oh well. lol I forgot to mention that something is wrong with my eye. My mom thinks I damaged my Cronea(sp?)…and I have no idea how. It feels like theres something in it and I keep getting sharp pains and my eyes keep watering. It seriously is not fun at all. Im glad it’s fall break though yes! I think I am going to post some random pictures that I take as I go. I really want to be a photographer. I have never wanted to do something so much such as this. I hope I can do it.
Growl Blogexplosion declined my blog.. I dont have enough “entries”. boo.
EDIT: Oct 19th
Me and kim and another friend went to Taco Bell and Target! for a really long time lol
Tracker: Today 61 / 19 Oct, Wed, 2005
^^wheres the love????????
