Hm…I wanna change this stupid layout but will it…
Hm…I wanna change this stupid layout but will it work?! NO!!!! Its making me so mad! just got back from volleyball..i have another game tomorrow..and its spring break so im happy! well im gonan type more later..i need to do something.
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LIFES A BITCH AND THEN U DIE, SO F THE WORLD LETS ALL GET HIGH.
I DONT WANNA TALK , SEE OR HEAR FROM ANYBODY RIGHT NOW..I HAVE JUST BEEN CALLED A CHILD FROM HELL SO I GUESS I SHOULD JUST BE DEAD. have a nice day.
Nothing to really talk about today, but we did fre…
Nothing to really talk about today, but we did freshman enrollment at school today and my mom wants me to take spanish and so im gonna take Spanish AND French! Im gonna need help all you french speaking people out there *AndreaSandeeCOUUGHH* LOL And i might wanna do photography or jounaling…i dont know! Its storming here right now and the power just went out and it better not go out while im typing this! lol i hate typing things twice…it annoys me! OMG IM SO HAPPY ELIZABETH SMART IS ALIVE! i kinda didnt know if she was alive or not and my mom though she was dead by now but for some reason i kept thinking she was out there somewhere and yeah! Im so happy for her and her family!
Track _____ today! you can fill in the blank! Volleyball is so much funner! im never doing track again!! Peace and Love. Spring break is this friday… yay!
My Best Friend, Breda is moving back to Singapore …
My Best Friend, Breda is moving back to Singapore in 2 months, im so upset im crying! She just moved here this year and she is such an awesome girl and we have so many memorys together!
Here is the song to Friends are friends forever by Michael W. Smith, this is me and breda’s song! Click Here To Listen
~ As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever~
~And friends are friends forever
If the Lord’s the Lord of them
And a friend will not say “Never”
‘Cause the welcome will not end
Though it’s hard to let you go
In the Father’s hands we know
That a lifetime’s not too long
To live as friends
With the faith and love God’s given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy you’ll live in
Is the strength that now you show
But we’ll keep you close as always
It won’t even seem you’ve gone
‘Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong ~
BREDA=BFF!!
Nobody signs my guestbook! Yall suck!! LOL just ki…
Nobody signs my guestbook! Yall suck!! LOL just kidding. ANDREA HAS ONE MORE DAY OF RADIATION! YAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!!! go give her love! She deserves it!!!!!!!!
I want a puppy.
EVERYTHING IS JUST SOOOOOOOO…SUCKY!!!!!!! My fri…
EVERYTHING IS JUST SOOOOOOOO…SUCKY!!!!!!! My friend, Breda *Bree-duh* hurt her ankle really bad today at track and she has hip problems and her body is outta alignment and i feel so bad for her because i looked away for one second and she was on the ground crying…i almost started crying, just looking at her teary eyes, i feel horrible.they had to carry her out. and my ankles hurt so bad i cant run hardly…screw track, hell, id rather do weed then do track! GR!!!!!!!!!!!
I just found out that one of my friends is cutting…
I just found out that one of my friends is cutting herself again, andrea, maybe u know….Im worried about her! she needs to stop because if she keeps doing it, something bad is going to happen…:(
on a different note, we won all 3 vball games but the rest of the day sucked…i slept, then i went out to eat, and yeah….it was pretty boring. im so sad now.
Spend all your time waiting for that second chan…
Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance,
for a break that would make it okay.
There’s always some reason
to feel not good enough,
and it’s hard, at the end of the day.
I need some distraction,
Oh, beautiful release.
Memories seep from my veins.
Let me be empty,
Oh, and weightless,
And maybe I’ll find some peace tonight.
Sarah McLachlan
Thats how I feel, first i will be happy then I will feel guilty that ive done something wrong and that everything is my fault…its something i just cannot help. i just have this horrible feeling that i dont deserve to be living. Have you all ever felt that way? That everything you do is wrong and you think you arent normal? Just because you arent the prettiest or arent as skinny as some people you see? Do you ever ask god “Why couldnt you just make everything and everyone beautiful”?
“I’m so tired but I can’t sleep
Standin’ on the edge of something much to deep
It’s funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can’t be heard
But I will remember you, will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories”
Sarah McLachlan
Dear God
Hope you got the letter and…
I pray you can make it better down here
I don’t mean a big reduction in the price of beer
But all the people that you made in your image
See them starving on their feet
Cause they don’t get enough to eat
From God
I can’t believe in you
Dear God
Sorry to disturb you but…
I feel that I should be hear loud and clear
We all need a big reduction
In the amount of tears
And all the people that you made in your image
See them fighting in the street
Cause they can’t make opinions meet about God
I can’t believe in you
Did you make disease
and the diamond blue?
Did you make mankind
after we made you?
And the devil too?
Dear God,
Don’t know if you noticed but…
Your name is on a lot of quotes in this book
And as crazy humans wrote it
you should take a look
And all the people that you made in your image
Still believeing that junk is true
Well I know it ain’t and so do you, dear God
I can’t believe in
I don’t believe in
I won’t believe in heaven and hell
no saints no sinners no devil as well
no pearly gate no thorny crown
you’re always letting us humans down
the wars you bring
the babes you drown
those lost at sea and never found
and it’s all the same the whole world round
the hurt I see helps to compound
That Father, Son, and Holy Ghost
is just somebody’s unholy hoax
And if you’re up there you’d perceive
That my heart’s here upon my sleeve
If there’s one thing I don’t believe in…
It’s you, dear God.
Sarah McLachlan
I Feel sooo dumb! LOL My volleyball coach called a…
I Feel sooo dumb! LOL My volleyball coach called and he was like “This is coach Jim” and i was like..uhh okay and he told me when practice was *8 30 pm* and i was like “Some other coach called and said i was on their team, Coach zepp i think” and he was like “This is coach zepp” “Jim is my 1st name” “i was like ohhhh” “im not used to that” and he starts laughin, and i start laughin but by then i was like “oh god i feel so stupid” hahahahahahahahah im such a cracker…
NEW CAM PIC! PSHAHH i tried taking it off yesterday but for some reason it wont make changes to my template so i decided to put it to use, that other pic that was up was like 3 months old…..hmmmm yeah
Well I took the Math CRT and the Social Studies CRT, which i will have to take again in 11th grade…but anyways, the math section was HARD!!! I think i failed it. but social studies was pretty easy and science was pretty easy, but now tom *our last day* we are taking The Arts test and the Geography test…Geography is gonna blow……………
Im not that tired from track anymore, but I am tired because I didnt have time for my nap today! BOOO lol
Well im taking to a girl named Kate on MSN! I’ll TTYL!
xoxo-mollie
Our bus broke down, and we had to run 2 miles to m…
Our bus broke down, and we had to run 2 miles to memorial high school *where we practice* and then we run more! Fun! NOT.
Im beginning to think that i truly am fat, this black guy says “eww put some pants on” I HAD SHORTS ON, but, doesnt muscle weigh more than fat? wtf. *sigh*
Life sucks right now. I dont really know what to do. it seems like im complaining but what else am i sposed to do? :**( im tired. im gonna take a nappy wappy.